Quarry: a Poem on Slate.

north wales poetry Sep 27, 2019

Title photo: Seams the same: Faye Latham 09.10.19

 

Living back at home in North Wales, I spent my last summer running over to Llanberis every morning and working in a small shop that sold outdoor gear. Wiling away the hours by dreaming up my next big route, I was ready to leave at 4:59 pm with my ropes and bag ready. I thought little at the time of what this landscape means and how it’s used today, excited to spend my evenings on slate. In Wales once again, I find myself drawn to the mysterious quarried landscapes, the darker history of the land I’ve played upon and the people who I’ve been there with.

 

Quarry

 

Synonyms for quarry: aim, chase, game, objective, prey, prize, quest, victim.

 

[aim, objective: 0m]

At first a path and then a quarried dip.

Around us: landscape-scars littered with rock

Both flat and sharp, I pass the stage where on

A day, hotter than this one now, I played on ropes bare-foot

And cut my heel on arrow-headed shrapnel shards.

 

A fence-line jumped, I see it there: the flat plain,

And at its centre, a perfect slated wall

Slanted some-ways like a sideways face.

The rock looks smooth and young from this safe distance,

Roughened only twice by two black sidelong scars from late night brawls.

 

And yet up close: a hundred years of plundered faults

Reveal what graphite lines can draw

Within a surface marked by chalk.

The outline now unfurls and here I touch what I might paint:

The objective prize, handed to me by none other than

 

Those who material removed. Whose signatures

These rockmen left are none between

Their violent strokes. Anyway and at this point – I find it

Hard to see the difference between such colours as violet

And grey when indeed they’re mixed with white.

 

[chase, quest: 1-11m]

Of that which here I’ll say, but before: let’s look upon

This line. At its base we view and aim survey,

A standing ledge ends thin and to a crest. Now what

I think I see is two thin seams for me to stitch.

It’s easy to ignore the rest when even air falls off and at each side.

 

Balance here, up and down and up again I try to

Weigh what’s writ and wrong and still in retrospect

I find it hard to toe the line. Perhaps it’s sad but know at least

That to succeed you might not need to care too much.

My absent feet kick flint

 

And fists find comfort in such faults in what I know

Are stones of head and tombs. I chose to risk my life

Where others had no choice, and like those men

My waist is ringed with tools to shield my way.

Proud or blind I am too sure to breathe where those lost breath.

 

Upon these instantaneous moves I reach up quick

To meanings only possibly known by those who write on secret caves

And systems of unnatural springs. Let me try and grasp at length

Their simple, ill-advised and easy illustrations of this land:

It seems that none of us can see and do pretend to feel.

 

This is to those whose stories I’ve heard none and might forget,

Whose land I use and think I leave no mark

But scores of white. I must apologise to earth and men:

It is too easy to ignore the cry of blade on slate

When here such surface pleasures do exist.

 

[prize, game, prey: 12 m]

On top I look on this: mine

Dilapidated province, stretching out from mountain pass

To village street, a tunnelled backward arc

Whose deep pits and abandoned metal fence-rolls

Have their own seedy appeal.

 

Is this all that’s left? Not quite:

A place at once alone in spite of itself

Does not neglect. What games we play here now

On walls made solely for our pleasure!

This is my estate: a puzzle problem inherited by quarrymen.

 

At any rate – I could also talk of things like streams and springs

Of which I know nothing of either. But even when

I stand above, I look upon the common image:

The history of a man and men I never took the time

To know and therefore surely cannot write.

 

[aim, victim: 0 m]

I’ll make one further point for here it seems

I’ve stitched a sentence to describe a faultless climb,

And in so doing forget what fumbling start I had.

I write from my point only, and ergo scratch out

So many voices in this landscape unaccounted for –

 

Overshadowed even by underground streams and

The bitter fragrance of a square inch to which I might devote

Twelve stanzas gone. What disturbs me is

A face: just one in a crowd. A petal curved beneath a rain-cold sky,

Cut in the underbrush.

 

I reach the end and back again,

And still these words do stray from what I mean to say:

I never intended to lead you on

Thereafter, but the best and worst never stay here long.

A landscape black in daylight looks horrid in the dark.

 

Written by Faye Latham: 

Faye is a recent graduate in History of Art (MA) from the University of Bristol and an avid Welsh climber and mountaineer. Pursuing her writing and poetry, her body of work focuses mainly on North Wales, people and landscapes. You can see her perform at the Kendal Mountain Literature Festival this November. For more information, email [email protected]

 

 

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